In December, even though skies can be gray and the air cold, I always feel warm and cozy. Twinkle lights, family gatherings and the promise of Christmas provide a warmth that envelopes my heart and soul like a warm and cozy blanket.
Then January comes and suddenly life is just cold and gray. Spring seems like a far-off promise that is desperately out of reach and I find myself having the blues more often than not.
It doesn't help that I miss someone terribly. I can report that I haven't cried for the last two days in a row. I am either getting used to my new state, or else I am finally dehydrated. My heart still hurts, despite the lack of tears.
Diane came over tonight and wanted me to go on eHarmony and begin looking around. In the end, we never got to it, but we will soon. I refuse to give up on life, no matter how bad I feel right now. I refuse to believe there isn't someone out there who can't love me for who I am. After all, I am awesome. :)
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