Sunday Evenings

Every Sunday evening, around 7 pm, I am overwhelmed with a feeling of anxiety.

It's the same feeling I used to get in high school when I had all weekend to do my homework or study for a test, but I put it off too long. Then 60 Minutes comes on TV and that damn stop watch ticks away; mocking me and my procrastination. Except now I have no homework...nothing to study for. So why do I still feel that panic?

It doesn't seem to matter if I sit in my apartment for 48 hours, or have an action-packed, fun-filled weekend --- Sunday evenings just seem hopeless and I regret not doing more when I had the opportunity.