Sometimes I get side-tracked with life and forget to write on this site. Or, I write on my MySpace page instead. No offense, dear Blogger page, but I forget you're here a lot. I vow to try and do better in the future.
I really don't have anything new to talk about. Life is happening all around me, but none of it is particularly newsworthy. For example, the coffee machine in my office is busted. Should I write about that? About how I am having caffine withdrawl headaches because of this situation? I think not.
I bought more makeup yesterday at M.A.C. -- the best store ever! Should I write about my obsession with purchasing makeup? Or about how addicted to eyeshadow I am? No, it makes me sound shallow. But maybe it's not shallow. Maybe I am trying to cover up a canvass I don't particularly care for with pretty war paint. Or perhaps I am trying to fill a void in my life with shopping for things I don't really need. Who knows?
Like I said, life is happening all around me. Sometimes it seems as though everyone is moving foward and I was left behind --- or not so much left behind...it's more like I hid until no one knew, or cared, to look for me.
And don't you go thinking I'm feeling sorry for myself. I'm not. I don't play the martyr. I'm just tired of treading water. Everything just kind of stinks. And the only way they will get better is if I make changes happen...I realize that. However, realizing something and doing it are two different things.
Maybe if I cut my hair I will be happier.
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