I really don't know life at all

As some of you may know from experiencing my wrath first hand, I have been in a severe "mood" lately. I'm finding it hard to crawl out of this one.

I had to meet my mother outside my office building at lunch yesterday to give her camera. I must have looked awful because she took one look at me and asked in her tough love "mom" tone of voice, "What the hell's the matter with you?"

I couldn't even answer her, because I knew if I parted my lips the slightest bit to form a word, I would fall apart. Instead I shook my head and just gave her the camera.

She didn't say another word about it. But, she showed up at my apartment last night with salmon and pasta for dinner. I love my mom.

(I have a lot more to write, but I am at work and I have to get back to it.)